I went into Norwich today and ended up in Paperchase. I really wanted to buy a nice A4 moleskine as I’m starting to feel like I should start writing more poetry and short stories instead of just thinking about it. After being faced with awkward questions on a recent visit to Spain by my parents, I’m wondering whether I should make more of an effort in what I think I want to do.
I’ve got a list of todos in my Things on my iPhone, and I never do them and I just end up moving them to the next day and forever procrastinate. I don’t quite know how to move forward with writing and Literature, or even move forward on the path to discovery. Id much prefer a gentle shove or someone handing me money or a job on a plate. Somehow I think that won’t happen (!)
Whether this is me over thinking things or just lacking motivation here in Suffolk, I do not know. Somebody give me some answers.